How can I look at someone so damaged and hate you for what you’ve become?
How can I blame you for the pain in your heart?
I wish you and I had met when we were young
And I wish I was there to prevent that pain
I wish you were mine in another time
And I wish that I was still yours
I wish I could sooth your suffering
Smooth your scars
Heal your wounds
And block that devastating blow
The final stroke that tore us apart
The one that I answer for now
The one that you feel I’m to blame for
Who was it that damaged you so irreparably?
And how did it become my responsibility?
Who made you so emotionally unavailable?
Who was it that stole your trust?
There is no hatred in my heart for you
But I hate the person who damaged you so
I hate the person who stole you from me
And I hate myself for letting him